SOUL MATE:
Love and Prayer, Mitzvot and Pain
Introduction
"Bashert":
Bashert simply means 'fated' or 'divinely Willed and therefore
necessarily ocurring'. It is used most often by non-Yiddish speakers in
the context of finding a mate, and means 'the one I am meant to marry',
with people using this term usually conflating this with 'soul-mate'.
Somehow people assume that since there is someone they are meant to
marry, and they want to marry someone who is their best friend and
soul-mate and perfect companion etc, that thereofre Judaism teaches
that one will indeed eventually find such a person to marry. This
concept of “bashert” implies that we get what we want specifically in
matters related to finding a mate, falling in love, maintaining a happy
marriage etc. [ie somehow there is some special divine guidance or
guarantee that one will find the person one feels is one’s soul-mate,
and have a mutually-loving “in love” relationship with them.] I don't
believe that Judaism teaches this at all.
Like everything in this world, life is not about happiness and fun, but
rather one is expected to develop oneself, and to be prepared to assume
burdens and challenges and to grow, and then there is satisfaction,
fulfilment, accomplishment, and a feeling of meaning.
Creating Love
Many
Rabbis teach that one can develop love in a marriage, for example
through giving, and the promise of eventual love with their spouse can
be the motivation for modern couples to marry even without being in
love.
Question: Is it guaranteed that a couple who are not in love
and do not love each other can build a loving relationship if they
sincerely try to? If yes, what is the proof? Are there statistics to
bear this out?
Ie is it true that one can develop “love” where it
did not exist, eg via giving, or is it necessary (albeit not
sufficient) that there be the chemistry called ‘love’ in order for love
to develop?
If it is possible to develop love even without being
in love first, have there been studies with statistics to prove this
contention?
If it is true that love can be created via giving,
what is the level of self-development necessary for sustaining this
kind of giving? Is it so high a level that effectively only highly
righteous individuals will succeed in this? So that effectively only
tzadikim can give sufficiently to develop love with their
initially-non-loved spouse?
If a couple is not in love, but
love is cultivated via giving etc, will the chemistry associated with
“being in love” develop as a result ? (i.e. is it guaranteed that if a
couple sincerely tries to develop a loving erotic relationship that
they will not only love each other, they will also be “in love”?) If
yes, what is the proof? Are there statistics to bear this out?
Love and marriage in the real world
Can
every sincere couple build a loving relationship if they work on it?
Can any couple develop this love into romantic “being in love”? And if
it is possible, is it so difficult that very few people can be
realistically expected to do so?
Couples
fall in love and then out, some marry without being in love but then
develop a love for each other. Some couples are friends and then marry
and it is wonderful, for others the erotic side of the relationship
which did not exist when they were friends never develops. Some couples
stay together because they are fulfilled by having children, or by
having the love of their spouse even if they do not love their spouse
in return, or are not in love with them. Or they stay together because
they would be lonely otherwise, or because the relationship they have
is nice even if it does not include erotic love, or any love. So love
is not a necessary component in order for a marriage to form or to
remain. However for modern singles the magic of falling in love and
then developing a relationship based on this love is the goal they seek
during dating. Often modern couples will stay in a relationship even
where this love does not develop, since the relationship is an antidote
to loneliness, but usually this will not suffice to get them to marry.
Being in love, and loving
The
chemistry called ‘being in love’ is not by itself sufficient for loving
to develop. However, it is certainly a good platform upon which to
build a loving relationship, and in aware couples it certainly can
provide a motivation to create such a love. Some couples fall in love,
and build a loving relationship. Most do not – they either never fall
in love, or they fall in love but do not successfully use this as a
platform to develop loving, and eventually the “in love” fades, and
they may even split up, or they try to develop love but it doesn’t
work.
Even if Love Cannot be Guaranteed, Can A Good Marriage be Guaranteed?
If
it is not possible to develop love without reaching a high level, what
ought a non-highly-developed person do if they do not meet appropriate
partners with whom one is in love? Should one disabuse oneself of the
notion of love as promulgated in the West and concentrate on marrying
to build a family etc, and learn to be satisfied with that type of
relationship which can be guaranteed even if it is not love/in love? Is
any type of relationship guaranteed to ordinary people who are willing
to work on themselves?
For example: Are the following guaranteed by
Torah, or by nature (and therefore known to sociologists or
psychologists or marriage councellors etc, with statistics etc to prove
it) to couples who sincerely try for it:
- a (deep) friendship
- a constructive partnership in reaching life goals
- a mutually satisfying sexual relationship
- cooperative parenting
- mutual support in time of need (sickness, stress etc)
etc (!)
Should
one simply define a relationship which contains the above as ”being in
love” or as a “loving” relationship? Should one simply jettison the
desire and search for “love” and ”being in love” and “settle” for
“just” [!] the above?
Or are even these not guaranteed –
could it be that a man and a woman who are not in love but have some
chemistry, mutual respect, and shared goals can strive sincerely to
create the above but will simply eventually tire of each other and want
out of the relationship? Should one abandon search for guaranteed
relationships, and just jump in and try? And what should the couple
jumping in in this way agree on? With whom should one just jump in: ie
which characteristics should one look for in a partner and which are
not important? Are there statistics to back up this approach?
Are
there enough people with these characteristics so that if everyone does
this everyone will get married? What of the people who do not possess
these characteristics? What if I am one of them? Or are all these
characteristics subjective?
Do prayer and the fulfillment of mitzvoth have any effect on all this?
Ego
A
couple who are focused on their children etc rather than on themselves
would stay together, either because they would sacrifice their
happiness for their childrens’ benefit, or because they are not even
seeking love with their spouse but are marrying for other reasons (as
in the Hasidic world), or because the fact that their spouse is a good
parent is sufficient to make them like their spouse enough to be able
to stay together etc. When we are focused on ourselves we want
gratification, and we want to be in love, but nothing is guaranteed and
as in everything in life there are people who are ‘lucky’ and people
who are not, and for anyone who is not lucky a little work - or a lot –
can help the situation.
The less we are focused on ourselves the
easier it will be to have good relationships, but defocusing from
oneself is not a simple task for many people.
Soul Mate
Responding to words spoken in Pain: When someone is in pain, and asks a question from their pain, don’t answer with philosophy, but with soothing words.
What
is the appropriate response from a frum person/Rabbi to single people
who want to be married? Compassion, practical help. Not blame.
It
is not guaranteed to anyone that they will be healthy, or whole, or
happy etc, neither is it guaranteed that their shidduch will be easy or
that it will be successful, or that the marriage will be happy or will
last. It may even be that their soul mate is someone who will cause
them to suffer so that they will grow. So if you think someone is not
your soul mate because they cause you pain….. or because they are not
what you expected, well …..and maybe you ARE guaranteed success, but
only if you do what is most incredibly-difficult, chane yourself.
Good things happen to bad people (or at least people whose actions seem evil). Viz, real life.
Maybe
being incredibly rich, receiving a perfect spouse and being in love all
one’s life is a punishment because it prevents growth or etc – or they
are so wicked that they are getting all their rewards in this life and
nothing in the world-to-come.
It does not say anywhere that one is
guaranteed to find a soul mate in the sense of someone who is exactly
what one is looking for, and with whom one will live a happy life.
Of
course it can be claimed that if one develops oneself properly and
finds someone else who does so as well, and the focus of the marriage
is working on oneself and helping nurture the other and catalyze their
growth, then eventually both may say that they are in a perfect
relationship. But that is a very difficult goal to achieve. The fact
that in theory it may be that anyone can achieve it is not the same as
it being promised to everyone. It may be that this type of harmony is
promised to everyone who develops themselves sufficiently. But that is
almost empty; of course those few who will develop themselves to the
point where they love everyone as themselves will love their spouse and
be very giving and therefore have a happy marriage. And of course
someone who can be happy in both good and terrible situations will be
guaranteed happiness.
Falling in love:
Halacha says that if there is negative chemistry, then in order not to
violate ‘ve’ahavta lereacha kamocha’ they should not marry. So it would
seem that for most people the expectation is that this cannot be
overcome; the love will not develop no matter what one does.
And if
there is positive chemistry, ‘falling in love’ can develop, even
without self-work. (However self-work is needed in order to make it
grow, and last, and become ‘loving’.)
The fact is that some
people will fall in love young, marry and stay in love all their lives,
have happy lives, and others will die unloving/unloved, in short
miserable lives, and everything in between, and all this without any
relation to whether they seemed to be good people on the outside or
were in deed good or were evil to those outside their circle.
And
maybe the highly developed people will have the pain sent to them and
the lesser-developed people, or the more evil ones, will be denied the
growth experiences and so have easy happy lives. It is therefore
misleading to hold out the promise of a better life, greater success, a
happier love-life etc as a result of wish-fulfilment by God to those
who pray or do mitzvoth. Of course a better life, greater success, a
happier love-life may result from some self-development which leads to
acceptance of whatever happens, whatever God send our way, and prayer
and doing mitzvoth may help us reach the high level required for this
perspective and acceptance.
Just as we are not guaranteed health or
happiness in general we are not guaranteed that we will fall in love,
or that it will last, or that we will be able to develop love or that
we will have a good life etc. We are guaranteed only that there is a
plan, and that whatever happens to us, including the terrible marriage
we may endure with our soul mate, is part of the plan, and that there
was a reason that our soul mate was designed to cause us so much
suffering, we are meant to use that to grow, and this is why they are
our soul mate.
The torah way to a good relationship
A
lot of what people sell as “the torah way to a good relationship” is
actually modern (pop) psychological insights that are read by Rabbis
who then ‘discover’ them in the torah, and then these torah insights
are claimed to have preceded the psychological field, and in fact to
have stimulated its development. Of course some of it was indeed
discovered by Jewish sages of time past, and some of modern psychology
was pioneered by people influenced by Kabbalistic and Torah ideas. But
in any case it was generally the secular psychologists who first
systematized the knowledge.
But the Torah provides a good framework
for a married couple: the discipline of niddah; stressing the
importance of having children; Shabbat together with family; creating
community, communal support; rabbis and others to consult; many
opportunities for prayer, and in general helping develop people into
ego-lowered individuals who can better make place for the other.